Airse Ahsia

oOo(=____=)oOo

I do feel grateful with the 10 cents flight though, thanks Tony Fernandez or whoever.

This is sincerely for Air Asia and along with it I would like to show you my middle fingers as to address my utter discontentment towards your very lousy, full of errors and cheapskate services which I encountered TODAY and caused me to be so freaking fed up driving to and fro the service center like a mad idiot.

I'm so lazy/moodless/not free to type the whole scenario out. If you are interested, just ask me in facebook. Otherwise, my piece of advise would be:

DON'T EVER TAKE "ERROR PROCESSING PAYMENT" FOR GRANTED CAUSE THEY WILL STILL CHARGE YOU SECRETLY (like what they did to me, sien!) AND SAYS THAT "OH, YOU HAVE A DOUBLE BOOKING." AT THE END OF THE DAY.

For You

One of my bitchy GIRL friends (ok maybe friend no more) says that I have no boobs, fat, no body when she is like 10cm shorter than me with big boobies and brainless.

This entry is for her and all I wanted to say is PLEASE JUST DIE & I HATE YOU TOO.

9 weeks

I just realized my internship has 9 weeks left to go. Minus out the bridging and Gawai holiday, exact 8 weeks left for me to be in the office, playing with the coffee machine every 2 hours, roam around the office mindlessly, bullshit with friends and the next minute you realize, *tadaaaa* wan sin will be out of Shell office happily if Landale passed my assessment or with a pissed off face if he fails me.

So what exactly had I learnt in the past 23 weeks other than all the above? Public relation? Yea, I see how gentlemen turn to become one of my bull gang weeks later. For example, my counterpart in taking bottles and bottles of mineral water for free from the training course - Alex. I remember at the very first few weeks of the internship where we just got to know each other better than acquaintance, he was so quiet. But now, I think we can gossip non-stop whole day without any boundary in speech. Oh yeaaaa. This is how strangers become friends anyway, good thing.

Also, I witnessed how lazy I became from time to time. In the beginning, I never NEVER get tired of at least dressing myself up a little before I go to the office. Now, you can see me with slippers everywhere once I'm in my own "cubicle". I do keep a pair of slippers there cause heels kill and sucks (I got blisters like every alternate weeks damn) even though they made me look longer. The fact is it won't change the fact that I'm merely 158.5cm tall.

The only non-hypocrit would be dumbass Preveen where at the very first day, he been showing me his middle finger and scolding me dumbass/asshole/idiot/fcktard and that never change till now. It's just that I start referring him as a fat dumbass as well for now.

Other than all the nonsense you just read and I just typed above, I love Shell all in all. Shell is truly a wonderful place for training indeed where they keep sending you for courses after courses for FREE and the certificates are being acknowledged globally and that my friend I tell you is priceless! I highly doubt other company will not hesitate to send their internees for training and courses for free and continuously like Shell did. I'm not bragging anyway, I'm sharing for God sake.

I just wanna say that no matter how much I ever complain about this company and etc, I'm gonna miss it when I leave and I definitely wish I will go back there right after my graduation.

Pencil VS Eraser

My mum forwarded me a mail during working hour which well she expects me to be well-behaved after reading it. I'm well behave all this while anyway. (^__^) Just to share the mail:

Pencil: I'm sorry..

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up thier mistakes. Sometimes long the way, they get hurt and become smaller (older and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying or sad.

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Therefore, I decided to call my mum eraser today onwards. Bye bye.

Purchasing Pre-Order Items is STUPID

This post is meant to vent my disgruntles/dissatisfactory/discontentment towards an online shoes blog shop called the lalylulu shoes pre-order shop. What's there for me to complain about? Lousy quality? No. Over-priced? No. Then what?

Because I haven't eff-ing received my damn parcel even though I paid the bill 2 weeks ago! Yes, I understand the meaning of the pre-order. But, the owner of the blog shop said I will be able to get my parcel earlier if I were to pay RM5 surcharge. So, driven by stupidity and my anxiety to get that pair of bloody vintage loafers, I paid the additional RM5. And I haven't eff-ing received my shoes.

From this distasteful shopping experience, I vow to myself that I will never ever visit any pre-order blog shop anymore. Not only the service is lousy, most importantly, I feel conned! You guys don't dear/darling/sweety me here and there in the email, just give me my f-cking shoes. And yes, I'm extremely angry now. I emailed to ask about the status and etc, I received the email like what, 2 days later only.

For God sake, if you are unable to handle so much orders or email because you are still studying or whatever stupid reasons, quit your business so that impatience customers like me won't get pissed by your service. If I did not pay for the surcharge, I won't be this angry, the thing is I EFFING PAID. They even forgot I paid at the first place and only confirmed that I did after asking them to double check!

I'm indeed very lesson-learnt! If you are having the thoughts of purchasing any pre-order items, I suggest you to quit thinking about it. It does not worth the waiting at all!

If the parcel did not arrive my doorstep end of this week, I can assure you whatever stupid shop, I'm gonna write a nice review on your blogshop HERE!

之前, 之后

hi, this is my pig bf with mustache. ^(o o)^

之前:

• He is always willing to accompany me for any sports session, even volunteer to bring me badminton.
• He will reply my whatsapp immediately
• He will always entertain me every time we went out
• He will always say I look nice in anything I wear
• Whenever I suggest dessert, he will say OK.

之后:

• I asked him zillion times to go badminton/swimming with me but he just doesn't want to. =.=
• He will finish his football game (played using iphone) first before replying me. =_=
• We always play with our phones every time we go out
• Sometime he said I'm like wearing pajamas and laughs himself there -.-
• Nowadays when I suggest dessert, I always get a no. aduhai.

In short, anyone happens to see my 之前's lovey dovey bf, please help me pick him up from the roadside or wherever and return him to me. =_= I give you RM50 in return. Thank you.

I think my pig bf is sneezing badly now when sleeping anyway. :P teeheeeee :D. Ok, good night. Bye!

Been there done that, what's next?

Traveling places has always been my top hobby and photographing come second. The reason for it, I'm not so sure. Most probably because I enjoy traveling a lot with the big family since high school and snapping pictures of every fond moment as part of memories.

Beijing

Korea

Hong Kong

Macau

Shanghai

Zhuhai & ShenZhen

GuangZhou

Singapore

Melbourne

As a full time student, traveling could never been easier without any financial support from the family and also I MUST travel with them. Before my 20, my father think that it was still too young for me to be a lone ranger to any places. Also I can only be a lone ranger provided there's someone who is residing in the other country whom will be capable of taking care of me, which is another sigh.

Now that I'm still financially unstable, but the mindset has changed. I feel the need to travel around because I really really wanted to be more expose to the outside world, to see more things and to gain more. I do not want my sight to be just limited to Malaysia and seeing the world outside through internet and newspaper only. I wanted to witness it myself. Having a bf who travels a lot inspire me as well.

Hence, I would conclude:

Korea - Done

China - Partially Done

Hong Kong - Done

Macau - Done

Melbourne - Done (I can be your tour guide as well)

Singapore - Done (can be another tour guide also)

Brunei - Done (won't even consider this as a foreign country -.-)

Malaysia - 90% done

So the itinerary for this year:

Jan - Kuching (done)

Feb - Island Hoping in Sabah, KL (done)

March- KL (done)

April - Brunei, Labuan (done)

May - Perth (confirmed)

June - Kuching (confirmed)

July - KL, Seremban, Muar, Malacca, Bukit Tinggi, Ipoh, Penang (confirmed)

August - KK Sabah, Sipadan Island, Kuching, KL (confirmed)

Sept - Hong Kong, Macau, ShenZhen (confirmed)

Oct - Singapore (confirmed)

Nov - Bali Indonesia (confirmed)

Dec - London UK (tentative, oh please utp timetable)

Signing off, bye.

Happy Parents' Day!!

This year mother's day coincide with my grandma 2 years of leaving the world and rejoicing in heaven with God. What can I say? A lovely festive season with a tinge of sadness in it. Albeit the mixed feelings, I decided to give my parents a nice treat at Park City Everly Hotel Tonight. Parents' day it is then for me.

The plan was to have it at best western hotel initially, which then change to Imperial Hotel, then to Boulevard Restaurant then eventually Park City Hotel. =___= Thanks to my mum for causing me to cancel and rebook continuously since yesterday. Fickle-minded. Now she is so uncertain with what she should wear tonight. =__= Anyway, it's mother's day. Who am I to complain on this day but to play along?

The dinner tonight will be only me, the bf, my parents. Few years back, it used to be one big family where me and my siblings together with the grandma and everyone will celebrate and have dinner together. But, things change with time.

Exactly today 2 years back, I can still vividly recall my grandma's funeral which is still now a real pain for us. I definitely wish that she and grandpa will be here to celebrate mother's day together with us. :/

Anyway, I'm not going to let my emotion to drive this suppose to be a very happy day to an emotional one. So, would just like to wish my mum and grandma(s), father and both belated grandpa(s) a happy parents' day. I don't just celebrate mother's day fyi. I celebrate both together.

Till then, bye.