Saturday, July 23, 2011

Mum!

I was rampaging my wardrobe just now trying to figure out what to wear for my upcoming 1 week vacation with my crazy friends and another 2 week vacations with my lovely boyfriend. In fact, it was a 3 minute heat - I suddenly felt like taking out my clothes and played mix and match again at this hour (12.30a.m) until my mum opened the door and yelled at me,

MUST YOU PACK NOW? MUST YOU TRY YOUR CLOTHES NOW?! WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT IN THE AFTERNOON? WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT DURING DAYTIME SINCE YOU ARE SO FREE? SURE YOU SLEPT VERY LATE AGAIN LAST NIGHT, WHAT TIME DID YOU SLEEP?! I TOLD YOU TO SLEEP EARLYYYY (and yada yada yada..)...........



Oh my mama, why are you so cute?

有一种幸福叫成全

那年,她十六岁,第一次喜欢上一个男生。他不算很高,斯斯文文的,但很喜欢踢足球,有着一把低沉的好嗓音,成绩很好,常是班上的第一名。虽然在当时,早恋已经不是什么大问题,女生追男生也不再是新闻,她更不是那种内向的女孩。但是她从来没有想过要向他表白,只是觉得,能一直这样远远地欣赏他,就很好了。那时,她常常为在路上碰到他,打声招呼高兴个半天,常常放学也不回去,而是上运动场一圈又一圈地慢跑,只为了看他踢球。她还学着叠幸运星,每天在那小纸条上写一句想对他说的话,叠成小幸运星,快乐地放在大瓶子里。

她常常看着他想,象他那样的男生,应该是会喜欢那种温柔体贴的吧,那种有着一把乌黑的长长直直的头发,有着一双水汪汪的大眼睛,开心的时候会抿嘴一笑的女孩。她的头发很乌黑,但只短短的到耳际边,她有一双大眼睛,但常常因为大笑而眯成一条缝。她常常照着镜子想. 如果有一天她成了那种女孩,他会不会喜欢上她。但想归想,她还是每个月都跑去发店把稍微长长一点的头发剪短到耳际边,还是一遇到好笑的事情就哈哈大笑起来,笑得眼睛眯成一条缝。


她十九岁,考上一所不算很好但也不差的大学。他正常发挥,考去了另外一所城市的重点大学。她坐着火车离开这个生她养她的小城时,浮上心头的是她点点滴滴与他的回忆。大学生活是以二十几天艰苦的军训生活拉开序幕的。晚上临睡前,其他女生都躲在被窝里偷偷打电话跟男友互诉相思之情,她好多次按完那几个熟悉的数字键,始终没有按下那个呼叫键。十九年来,第一次知道什么叫思念,原来,思念就一种可以让人莫名其妙地掉下眼泪的力量。


四年的大学生活不算太长,活泼可爱的她身边从来不缺乏追求者, 但她却选择单身。好事者问起原因时,她总淡淡一笑,说∶"学业为重嘛。"她也确实在很努力地学习,只为了考他那所大学的研究生。四年来她的头发不断变长, 她没有再剪短。一次旧同学聚会时,大家看到她时都眼前一亮,一把乌黑的长长直直的头发,水汪汪的大眼睛因恰到好处的眼影而更显光彩,白里透红的皮肤,时不 时抿嘴一笑,都忍不出这是昔日的小活宝。他见到她时也不禁心神一动,但当时他的手正挽着另一个女子的纤纤细腰。她看着他身边那个比自己更温柔妩媚的女子, 很好地掩饰了心里的一丝失落,只淡淡对他一笑,说,"好久不见了。"


她二十二岁,以第一名的成绩考上了他那所大学的研究生。他没有继续考研,进了一间外资企业,工作出色,年薪很快就达到了六位数。她继续过着单调甚至枯燥的学生生活,并且坚持单身。一次放假回家,一进门母亲就把她拉过一边,语重心长,"女儿啊,读书是好事。但女人始终是要嫁人生子的,这才是归宿啊。"她点了点头,进房间整理带回来的行李。先从箱子里拿出来的是一瓶满满的幸运星,摆在书架上。书架上一排幸运星的瓶子,都是满满的,刚好六瓶。


她二十五岁,凭着重点大学的硕士学历和优秀的成绩,很快就找到一份很好的工作,月薪上万。他这时已自己开公司,生意越做越大。第三间分公司开业的时候,他跟一个副市长的千金结婚了,双喜临门。她出席了那场盛大的婚礼,听到旁边的人说起新郎年青有为,一表人才,新娘家世显赫,留洋归来,貌美如花,真是一对璧人。她看着他春风得意的笑脸,心里竟也荡起一种幸福的感觉,莫名的感觉,仿佛他身边那个笑容如花的女子就是自己一样。


她二十六岁,嫁给了公司的一个同事,两个人从相识到结婚不到半年的时间,短到她都不知道两人是否恋爱过。 他们的婚礼在她的极力要求下搞得很简单,只邀请了几个至亲好友。当晚她喝了很多酒,第一次喝那么多酒,没有醉,却吐得一塌糊涂。她在洗手间看着镜子里那张 在水汽蒸,第一次有种想痛哭一场的冲动。但终于,她还是把妆补好后走出去继续扮演幸福新娘的角色。她的外套的衣袋里,有她早上仓促叠好的一颗幸运星,里面 写着,"今天,我嫁作他人妇了。可是我知道,我爱的是你。"


她三十六岁,过着平静的小康生活。


一日在街上巧遇一旧同学,闲聊起他,竟得知他生意失败,沉重打击后终日流连酒吧,妻离子散。她在找了好几天后终于在 一间小酒吧找到他。她没有骂他,只是递给他一本存折,那里面是她所有的积蓄,然后对他说,"我相信你可以重头再来的。"他打开存折,巨额的数字让他不可置 信,那些所谓的亲朋好友在听到他说了"借钱"两个字就冷眼相向避而不见,她不过是一个快让他淡忘名字的老同学,却如此慷慨大方?她依旧淡淡一笑,说,"朋友不是应该互相帮助的吗。"当晚她的丈夫知道了后,一个重重的巴掌立刻甩了过来,大吼道∶"上百万一声不吭就全给了他,你是不是看上人家了!"她被那巴掌击倒在地,没流泪也没说话,更没有回答她丈夫的质问。虽然她从来没有向别人承认过她爱他,但她也决不会向别人否认她爱他。


她四十岁,那年他的公司已经成为同行业里最具竞争力的几间大公司之一。那晚他带着两百万和他的公司的百分之十股份转让书到她家。她的丈夫一边乐呵呵地 说,"不必这么客气嘛,朋友之间互相帮助是应该的,"一边在股份转让书上签下名字。她没说什么,只说了句,"不如留下来吃顿饭。"他没有不答应的理由。饭 菜端上来时,他惊讶地发现自己最爱吃的几样菜都有。但他抬头看到她一脸恬静地为丈夫儿子夹菜时,心里一下释然,觉得是自己想多了。临走的时候他从口袋里拿 出一张请贴,笑笑说∶"希望你们到时都可以来。"她以为是他又有分公司开业,不以为意,接过随手放在沙发上。送走他转身回厨房洗碗的时候,突然听到她丈夫 大声说,"人一有钱就风流这句话果然没错啊。看你这个旧同学,这么快又娶第二个了。"她的手一颤,被一个破碗的缺口划了一下,血一下子涌了出来,一滴接一滴不停往下滴。她看着那片泛着微红的水,突然想起十五年前那个笑容如花的女子那身婚纱,似乎就是这个颜色。


她五十五岁,一天突然在家里昏倒,被送去医院。一番检查后,医生脸色沉重,要把她丈夫叫到一边说话。她毕竟是个聪明的女人。叫住医生,她很认真地 问,"我还可以活几天?"三个月,电影里的桥段用得多了,没想到真应了人生如戏这句话。执意不肯住院,她回到家里开始为自己准备后事。一个人活了大半辈 子,要交代的事多着。收到消息的亲朋好友纷纷赶来见最后一面。他是最后一个。她躺在床上,已经开始神智不清,但一看到他手上那刻幸运星,立刻清醒了过来, 似是回光返照。"这是给我的吗?"她指了指那颗幸运星,脸上竟露出一丝笑容。他连忙回答,"啊,是。是啊。这是我带来给你的。"真是无心插柳,这不过是他 刚出机场时碰到那个为红十字筹款的小女孩送的,他当时急着来见她,接过来时都没看清是什么东西就赶着上车了,一路握着也不知觉。她接过那颗幸运星,紧握着 放在胸前好一会不放。终于,她指了指旁边的桌子,那上面也放了一颗幸运星,那时她昨晚花了一个多小时才叠好的,缓缓对他说道∶"在我以前住的房子里,还有 三十九罐幸运星。等我火化的时候,你把那些连同这两颗和我放在一起,好吗?"他还没来得及回答,她已经合上眼睛,一脸安详。


她火化那天,他按照她的遗愿把那些幸运星撒在她身上,三十九罐,不小心滚落一两颗在地也没人发现。他转身要走的时候,忽然发现地上还有两颗。拣起来,他想,算了,就当是留个纪念吧。


他七十岁。一天,他戴着老花眼镜在花园里看书时。四岁的小孙子突然拿着两张小纸条,兴冲冲地跑到他面前,嚷道,"爷爷,爷爷,教我识字。"他扶了扶眼 镜,看清第一张小纸条上的字,"杰,你今天穿的那身蓝色球服很好看哦。还有,6这个号码我也很喜欢,呵呵。"他皱了皱眉,问孙子,"这两张小纸条你从哪里 找来的?""这不是纸条啊,这是你放在书桌上那两颗小星星啊。我拆开它,就发现里面有字了哦!"他一愣,再去看那第二张小纸条,"杰,有一种幸福是有一个 能让你不顾一切去爱他一辈子的人。"


"有一种幸福是有一个能让你不顾一切去爱他一辈子的人。"

他念着,念着,泪流满面。



Why oh why do I get angry easily


Maybe I should enrol in this class as well. Damn!

Friday, July 22, 2011

Lazy Thursday


This is what I do every single life after bidding goodbye to my working life as an internee! Lazing on the bed, surfing the net on the bed without bothering how scorching hot the laptop becomes judging from the duration I spent youtubing, online shopping and etc.

I even vow to myself that I'm gonna exercise regularly everyday, learn one dish at least each day, sharpen my photographing skill, but now? I'm giving all in to the internet.


This cycle just repeats everyday!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Bimbo Wednesday


I done this myself out of boredom while listening to Glee's silly love songs. Alright I know, the song has nothing to do with the nails.

But I mad love all these colorsssss. Gonna try another type of mix and match next time.

To whoever



LOL but how true.

A moment like this


What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met before so tell me that you dont think Im crazy when I tell your love is here and now.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I cant explain.
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this.

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

The speed of waiting love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.


I came across this song while watching xing guang and I was like damn, I been searching for you (this song) for agessssssss!!! Can't stop hitting the replaying button currently OMG! The second time when this song was replaying, I was staring at me and the bf picture. Damn, another round of starstruck LOL?

Note to self: this is gonna be my awesome _____ song in the future!!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

The weekends after Internship

The same day I finished my internship, I caught the night flight to KL and was just in time for the crazy carnival sales in mid valley the next day.


xx


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A mere 5 hours in mid valley but handful of shopping bags. To the state that mum and I had to went back to Boulevard Hotel to drop some of the bags and continue again.

Pffft, what a weekends.

Angel Lau En Qi




Still can't get over how adorable she is, probably never will.

AAAAWWWWWWWWW!!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Gift from heaven




They said pictures tell a thousand words. Now I get it. I'm so totally speechless looking at her, so adorable, so cute. Welcome to the family baby girl. (:

Monday, July 11, 2011

Monday


I spent the day planning for my upcoming 6 vacations. They will be pleasant. I know. (:

The day I went to Brunei

Just for transformer 3 and sashimi.

Transformer 3 for me, definitely much better than transformer 1 and transformer 2. I like this story line better, I like the effect better and most importantly I freaking like the main actress in this movie- Rosie Huntington-Whiteley. Rosie definitely looks better, dress better, speak better, acts better, way more elegant, sexier, hotter and whatever compared to Megan Fox. Not many people who second what I said about Rosie including my bf. But, she is definitely my idol from today onwards.

The first few second she appeared in the screen, I was so stunned by her beauty that all I did was keep shaking the bf and said: "she is so hot so pretty!!!!" My god. Believe it, I mad love all the clothes she wore in the movie even. I'm perfectly straight if some of you are wondering just I never see any woman as pretty as Rosie.

Anyway, screw you all who said megan fox is better.

How can anyone not falling in love with this girl?!! OMG. Don't come telling me Angelina Jolie is still hotter compare to her. One of the greatest thing victoria secret ever did other than making gorgeous lingerie would be choosing Rosie as one of the victoria secret's angels.

Putting that aside, finally bf and I caught a movie and went for nice sashimi in Brunei after planning for it for so long simply because whenever he is off from offshore or whatever rotation, I will either be occupied or not in Miri. When I'm free, he has to work on weekends and bla bla bla. So really thank God for this that we finally had a chance to ditch Miri lousy cinema and went all the way to Brunei just for that.




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Roaming around Empire Hotel after movie since it is just beside. Brunei is an extremely boring place if you guys are wondering. It is probably the most boring country I ever know because there's no nice scenery around except for this hotel because it is freaking 6 stars. So, the attractions in brunei would most probably be: to catch a movie in Brunei - nice, the sashimi here - cheap and fresh, supa save - where you get to buy important junk food/stuffs. Other than that, boring.

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Till then. I just wanted to express how much I admire/adore Rosie Hunington in this post. :P Bye.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

BBQ night

a night full of porks and chickens!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Summer 2011


The hair, the dress, the heels. Totally sophisticated.

美國 FBI 招工題目

According to the article, less than 4 people can give more than 3 correct answers. I managed to guess correctly for Q1, Q4 and Q6 only. What about you?

Questions:

1ˋ企鵝肉
一個女孩有一天給一個男孩做了一道菜。男孩吃完了,但是覺得味道怪怪的,於是他問那女孩:這是什麼肉啊?女孩說:這是企鵝肉。男孩沉思了一會兒......痛哭了起來,自殺了。為什麼?

2ˋ跳火車
一個人坐火車去鄰鎮看病,看完之後病全好了。回來的路上火車經過一個隧道,這個人就跳車自殺了。為什麼?

3ˋ水草
有 個男孩跟他女友去河邊散步。突然他的女友掉進河裡了,那個男孩就急忙跳到水裡去找,可沒找到他的女友,他傷心的離開了這裡。過了幾年後,他故地重遊,這時 看到有個老人在釣魚,可那老人釣上來的魚身上沒有水草,他就問那老人為什麼魚身上沒有沾到一點水草,那老人說:這河從沒有長過水草。說到這時,那男孩突然 跳到水裡自殺了。為什麼?

4ˋ葬禮的故事
有母女三人,母親死了,姐妹倆去參加葬禮。妹妹在葬禮上遇見了一個很有型的男子,並對他一見傾心。但是葬禮後那個男子就不見了,妹妹怎麼找也找不到他。後來過了一個月,妹妹把姐姐殺了。為什麼?

5ˋ半根火柴
有一個人在沙漠中,頭朝下死了,身邊散落著幾個行李箱子,而這個人手裡緊抓著半個火柴。推理這個人是怎麼死的?

6)滿地木屑
馬 戲團裡有兩個侏儒,瞎子侏儒比另一個侏儒矮。馬戲團只需要一個侏儒,馬戲團的侏儒當然是越矮越好了。兩個侏儒決定比誰的個子矮,個子高的就去自殺。可是, 在約定比個子的前一天,瞎子侏儒,也就是那個矮的侏儒已經在家裡自殺死了。在他的家裡只發現木頭做的家具和滿地的木屑。他為什麼自殺?

7ˋ夜半敲門
一個人住在山頂的小屋裡,半夜聽見有敲門的,他打開門卻沒有人,於是去睡了。等了一會又有敲門聲,去開門,還是沒人,就這樣幾次。第二天,有人在山腳下發現死屍一具,警察來把山頂的那人帶走了。為什麼?

Answers:

1)企鵝肉
答:男孩以前曾和女友一起去北極考察,因為沒東西吃,女孩把自己的肉一片片割給男孩吃,騙他說是企鵝肉,結果男孩活下來了,女孩就餓死了。多年後男孩吃到了真正的企鵝肉,終於明白當時女孩的苦心,傷心之下,自殺殉情。

2)跳火車
答:此人原是瞎子,醫好後終於得見光明,經過隧道時一片黑暗,他以為自己又瞎了,絕望之下,自殺而亡。

3)水草
答:男孩曾抓著女孩的頭髮,以為是水草,錯失了救女孩的機會,後悔莫及。

4)葬禮的故事
答:妹妹一直找不到那個型男子,想了很久,猜想或許只有在葬禮上才能看見他,於是殺死自己的姐姐,以期在姐姐的葬禮上能重遇該男子。

5)半根火柴
答:他和伙伴一起乘熱氣球,途中出了故障,必須減輕份量,於是大家抽簽決定由誰做出犧牲,跳下熱氣球。此人不幸抽中不祥的半根火柴,連同行李一起被人扔下熱氣球。

6)滿地木屑
答:另一個侏儒半夜溜到矮侏儒家,把所有家具的腳都削短了,瞎子矮侏儒早上起床,摸到所有的東西都變矮了,以為是自己長高了,絕望之下自殺身亡。

7)夜半敲門
答:有人身負重傷,好不容易爬到小屋門口,主人開門,又把他撞下去了,再爬,再開,又被撞下,如此反復,終於氣絕身亡。

Kolo Mee

I bet everyone knows I never down one bowl or even half a bowl of mee because I'm mad afraid of getting the fat contains. I have no idea who gives me the mindset that MEE is so fattening that I will just roll on the floor like a ball after eating it and mee hoon on the other hand, is not fattening.

In short, I can only watch people enjoying a bowl of kolo mee while me myself drooling all alone in the heart and act like I hate mee.

Out of frustration yesterday, the bf brought me to a cafe house nearby for supper. Ordered a bowl of kolo mee and a bowl of kueh chap. I can tell you, it's heaven!

Why on earth I been resisting myself from eating kolo mee when it is so freaking nice? Later my dad told me mee and mee hoon are equally fattening.

Damn. I will trade my bowl of mee hoon next time for mee.




kolo mee

kueh chap


AND NOW I'M CRAVING FOR PEANUT BUTTER, CRAP.

I don't climb.

I don't understand why some people just don't get this message. Hello?!?!?!!!!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Today Onwards

Just don't effing talk about/ask about my works to me the next 3 months and I mean it. I want to enjoy my long deserving holidays like finally to the maximum. And this will be my last work-related post.

Aal iz well, aal iz well.

5th July


Saturday, July 2, 2011

Maternal Grandma


If she is still around, I would buy this for her.

:'(

Friday Night



kicked off with William's farewell + ying2 early b'day celebration



followed by catching up

..... & lame jokes


... and end with a blast with k session


Oh wait! How could I not mention listening to 蕭敬騰's new album another round before I sleep? Good night! :)

Friday, July 1, 2011

Alex Chen Ming Hui/M/Kuala Pilah




I wish he will drop into a big longkang and stuck there later/chase by 5 crazy neighborhood dogs /gain 5kg by next Friday.