After speculating on some upsetting diminutive issues just now, I decided to not holding tenaciously with what happened earlier, unwind the stress by blabbering something here and pffft, forgo it.
I hope your little dark covert lies will not be revealed over time. But what you said earlier definitely inflicted some malice blow on our faces. We are definitely not in rigours yet but you are leading us there. I hope you will change and stop saying things that will keep us agape and having the feeling of giving a slap on your smiling face that showed no guilt at all.
And there, I'm a happy girl again.
Note to self: Never quit learning! Bring it on life!